August 2010
2 posts
Identity Crisis?
Sometimes lately, I feel like my 14 year old self again. It was around that time that I was struggling to figure out why I felt such a strong attraction to other girls. Were those the same “crush” feelings that I had for certain boys? What was going on with all the sexual “games” being played at sleepovers with female friends? As it turned out, I found myself quite...
Trying again
Well, damn. While I was writing the previous post, I was proud of myself for going two weeks without cutting. The day after I wrote that, I did it again. I was upset because of a number of different things. The cutting in itself ticked off my husband, who assumed I did it because I was upset about not being able to see the other guy I’m interested in. Sure, that was disappointing and I...